HAPPY 18TH ONG JIAXUAN! :D
May all your penguin wishes come true.
Stay happy and SMILE ALWAYS! :D
Last long with your bf okay! ;)


:D



Guilty. Guilty. Guilty.

Plain jane 18th for Jiaxuan. Yet another boring birthday for her! :( All thanks to the exam period and the busy week. No time for plans, no time for surprise and not even enough time to have a fantastic dinner together! :'(


Hope you enjoyed yourself still, Jiaxuan! :D








Hehehe.








NO WORRIES OJX! WE'LL DO A FANTASTIC MAKEUP FOR YOU YOU YOU~~



Keeping this entry short because I'm tired. x.x

OTHER PICTURES TAKEN TODAY.


Siyi!




Yingling!


Suppose to be doing productive work but ya... We weren't very productive at all.




Spot who can't pout. ;)




See Limguan! :D






Sheryl.


Ugly and Hadi.


Syuhada






Siewcheng! and Feifei.











No idea why but took quite a number of pictures today.
No idea why but was in a pretty good mood the whole afternoon.
No idea why but it's still affecting me.
No idea why but I AM NOT IN THE MOOD TO STUDY AT ALL!!!
=.=



Lost all my ethusiasm and mood during dinner. :/ Sad me. Must be the hunger and the long day. :@ Grumpy now!
Sorry, Jx... Really sorry. teehee! :D

Bye!

Still alive and kicking though school work's piling up.
Past few nights have been near torture to me. Mind games. Hate those. It's even worse when you can't get them out of your head even after blabbering them out. x.x
Anyhow, I'm all better now. :D

Bad bad bad.

All I think about now is the nearing vacation!!! Can't really focus on anything I do! :S

2 more weeks uh! Oh me gawddddddddddd~~



Went out to town on Friday and Saturday to check out the sales in the new mall. Man, Friday was bad and Saturday was horrible! I hate crowds. And raining makes it all worse. Zzz


Just in case; I'm not being emo lately okay! I'm alright...
JUST REALLY REALLY HAVING MANY MANY RANDOM THOUGHTS from all the drama that's happening! :D

A minor thing said can really make a huge impact on another. Can you feel my heartbeat?
Going down the list... I didn't realise I was that...



Leeching imbeciles and people who can't accept critics about themselves are losers.
I don't see how some people can live by leeching off people and feeling good about it. Like... when you're solely praised/rewarded for something you did not do. Won't you feel weird/guilty that the work is not entirely your hardwork? :/
I can't understand how some people can bear grudges and live their days in anger and/or hatred. Isn't it tiring to do so? Like remembering what f*ed up things they have done, taking everything single thing to heart, feeling offended even for the slightest things and whatnot. It's amazing to me how some has the energy and memory to repeat in great details... what I call stories, to people again and again. (If only "people" has an "S" to it, I might end up filling this entry with just that letter. lol.) Does making everyone agree with your point makes you feel superior? Even when they only know your side of the story? :/ I would say they were just blinded by your manipulation. :D Silly.
If you feel the prick, you'll know what it means.
Menopause. Really can't stand it at times. The nags, the yelling, the unreasonable acts and bossing around. Gosh. Sometimes, it's just... :@ Frustrating.

Sometimes, I'll miss the past not because I can't let go but because the current situation makes me sick and tired of growing up and the environment I'm maturing in.

The world has so many type of people, it's a wonder how he made the minds of ours so complicated and different from one another. That's making us unique and special, har? Lol.

I am tired. And I really need that two weeks break... :D Especially that vacation! LOL.



...Pathetic. That's what it is. Was, am and always.
But the number doesn't really matter. It's the feel you get from them, isn't it? :/

PS: First time typing such a long entry in such a speed! LOL.



Genuine smile, because I AM REALLY OKAY! (:

If anyone who reads this tells me to cheer up or ask me if I'm okay, I'm going to slap you! LOL...

Today's a very nice day... (:
Keeping this entry short because I gotta rush my stupid role-play script and I'm sleepy~ :@ Chuuuu~~~

Had an advanced birthday celebration for Rachel this afternoon/evening. Had a nice long chat at a super nice place with awesome cakes!!! ^^ We talked so much, Gary had like... 3 glasses of drinks, and I lost my energy. LOL!

Thereafter, we parted for our next destination; but most of us = home. (:

AND OMG! For the very very very first time, I boarded a super duper packed train! So packed, I thought I was on a 72 bus during the busiest peak period!!! There was almost no space to even move; I wasn't even near a handler/pole, I felt so damn insecure!! And it lasted for about... 5 stops before I finally get to hold the pole or whatever. And then the next thing I know, my left arm felt a short piercing pain. Zzz Some random lady suddenly grabbed my arm because she was falling. AND HER GRAB WAS DAMN PAINFUL LO! Wah lao. :@

Okay, I'm done. LOL.



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Awesome place! :D


Syuhadadada~~ :D
After makeup tutorial, before moving off to find Emily and Rachel.


Our driver for the day! Mr. Nice Guy at it again~~ (:
While waiting for blurr sotong Emily.


*Came into the car*
"Where's Syuhada?"
=.=
She was behind lo! Silly girl~ LOL!


Rachel and her friend was up next.

Pretty long ride to Plaza Singapura.



Okay, a bit lazy for captions...


CAN SEE A LITTLE OF MY PRETTY HIGHLIGHTS!!! Lol.


Girls - Gary. =x


Cakes and drinks came came came came came!!!
THEY ARE AWESOME!!!!!


Act shy.


Syu doesn't know what these are.


Right after I told him to be careful about having his nose touch his drink..lol.


BEST STRAWBERRY CAKE SO FAR!!!
&Ya, Rachel's Bday cake! LOL.

I just realise, we always give Strawberry Shortcake as birthday cakes for classmates. LOL. It's only of different brands. =x STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE FTW~~~~


Funny shots. hehehe.


The usual routine.




While listening to endless talks. LOL.








After these three shots, I wondered whose birthday we were there for. LOL!











Hope you enjoyed yourself, Rachel! :D
Good food + Great companion = AWESOME TIME ! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥



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Some people should really be given the Oscars award or something to be best actors and actresses! So well-trained that "expert actors/actresses" should be the label for them. Lol. (Inside joke!)
Hahaha.

Had quite a number of random notions from the long ride home.
Really not ready for something like that again, I really wanna just not think about it. Though it's kindda inevitable for now... It's still the best solution to it. Thinking about it just worsen the whole situation. Hopefully, it'll just subside over time.

How I wish I were a kid - where I can feel what I want and express myself, my silliness freely without having to feel embarrassed or whatsoever. LOL. This way, I won't feel reluctant or whatever. Get straight answers, and still be happy.

Only 18, but we feel old. We're hitting the 2's soon. OMONA!
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Hmmm... :)

Oh oh oh!! Finally after half a year, THE LIFT FOR MY BLOCK IS ALMOST DONE!!! Can't stand the noise, the dirt, the nose, the block in the pathway, the noise, and the fact that it's really noisy!!!! Hehehe.



"When you look into the mirror, do you see yourself smiling or crying?"







Buh bye! :D